I was upset & hurt with you after your demise. I had to move on without you and regretting never getting to know you as my Dad.. I was hurt because I assumed that I would be able to express my pain, God showed me different. Without you here I realized I was only hurting because I was the reason for not knowing my Daddy. And I won’t ever get to know you & Honor You… 

I went through a lot of hurt down here Daddy and not a man or woman could help me. The one person I thought had your back would have my children and my back, showed me otherwise. Your wife chose to resent your children not by her. And kicked me and your grandchildren & Great granddaughter out of her home in the wee hrs in another state, not NY… she stated to my son in a disrespectful manner that your grandfather is dead, not deceased… 

However God got us through.. I almost gave up, until God showed up & intervened. I spoke to God & asked to show me Mercy.. I started praying more until I felt like life was worth living. I then realized how Jesus died for us and all our sins are forgiven. And how can I ask for forgiveness when I need to ask my my forgiveness as well but how when their both deceased. I spoke through God to ask you Daddy & my Mom to forgive me too & hear that you both were asking me to forgive y’all. 

I Love you both Michael and Betty😍🙏🏽❤️ you both aren’t here physically I will forever Love y’all I’m me because of y’all. Thank you for having me & Thank you for allowing my grandparents to raise me. They taught me things that carry on forever. I miss you so much and I Love you soooooo much. I’m here on here to tell you I will always remind ppl who I am and who I came from.. Daddy I wish I could’ve shown you how you can be proud of the woman I am today. I ask that you watch over all of your children & grandchildren and Great Grands. 

Mentally, physically in Jesus Christ name🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💕 Love you forever until we meet again. 

Posted by Charnice China Williams Lowe